A page which you haven't turned to in many years and yet suddenly when it's gone, you start missing it.
It's a void you feel because that page belonged to your book.
Until now it was your choice not to turn to that page, but now someone else has made the choice for you.
Someone else has now decided that You will never ever be able to look at that page again.
You feel restless and uneasy. You ask yourself why? "Why didn't I turn to that page while it was still there?"
You now want to turn to all the pages from the past which you remember, but have forgotten to go back to for a long time.
And yet you realize, it's impossible to hold on to everything all at once.
Was it ever your fault that you could not go back to every page from the past?
But you realize soon that what you are really unhappy about, is the conscious choice that you made to always avoid some of those pages.
The book of life is bound in the same way as any other book.
Every old page, no matter how many pages ago it might be, has a blank leaf ahead on which your new story will be written.
Every old page torn away, weakens a page in the future. Every page is important to keep the integrity of this book of life.
You can go back and now search for the impressions of the old page left behind...but soon again, new stories will be written, and you will get consumed in reading and loving the new pages.
Such is the book....the book of our lives!
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